You are full of the Judas spirit,
self-righteous in your suffering,
self-serving in your sacrifice.
Addicted to suicidal ideation,
craving your cutting edge
like a junkie craves the needle.
Confused in your spirituality,
claiming god as your savior
yet willing to destroy the very life
he graced you to possess.
I do not believe you will go to hell.
I believe you will be relegated back to life,
to bear all the pain of living again,
serving successive life sentences
as god teaches you that love
is the only thing that matters,
the only reason we exist.
Francisco G. Rodriquez, 2012